You choose your path
Life is all about the path you choose to walk on. Back when I was in my twenties I was on a different path. A path that almost cost me my sanity. My wounds were so deep that all I could do was cover them up over and over again and pretend to put up a good front.
The beautiful things about growing up and getting older is that I got a wiser and started to become more and more myself.
My soul was longing for SHE who was hiding behind her painful stories and memories from the past. Thank God SHE listened and started to peal the painful layers back that covered her core wounds. SHE eventually started doing the inner work and learned how to transform her pain, her fear and her resentment into a beautiful healing experience. SHE learned how to grow out of a story that once fitted her so well.
At least, that’s what SHE thought because her pain was all she knew how to hold on to. SHE is still on a journey of self discovery and personal growth but SHE is finally herself again. Pealing more and more layers until she feels ready to spread her wings and fly again. Deciding who you want to become is a choice you have to make and it’s a choice you have to take. You have to be willing to take the risk to disappoint other people in the process.
What i have learned from my own experience is that it’s a lot easier to disappoint others than disappointing yourself because you have to live with the constant pain of letting yourself down every single day. Today you can choose WHO you want to become. Who do you want to be and what action do you feel called to take? What path do you choose?